The "Glamorous" Life of Auditions - Day 3 ( Audition 4 )

Another Commercial/Industrial...wahoo to my trust in signing across the board with my agency - I had given up a bigger agency a couple of years ago because of this "across the board" thing - but I truly know my agency believes in me. It's not about the immediate bookings, my agent has seen me through no bookings for almost 2 years before last and they still tell people when I walk in how great I am. My agent is a female as well, even had me try out her Russian meal and will watch actors in their own element before calling them in, she's all about your work and for that, I couldn't be more happy. I'm not a number, I'm a high level actress in her eyes and if she believes in me like that, how can I not go into every room and kill it. She gets so tickled when they call her back to tell her how good I am because she already knows and she's fighting hard for the world to know now which is something I never thought I'd have in my corner. There is a difference when someone views you as a money sign for the moment and when someone believes that you can be all that you dream...find those hands and take care of 'em every opportunity you can. The best part of this Frigidaire industrial/commercial is the beautiful women I got a chance to see...moments like these make my soul explode in happiness. We're all here, we're all fighting and we all want us all to succeed...it's a beautious thing to see it, feel it and know it! Surround yourself in the truthfulness of this, there are too many wishing negative, free yourselves from those clutches...there is better, I promise you!

Catching up on some clean fresh air, beautiful scenery and alone time - hikes required. It'll help if you're in need of some quiet time, a moment to focus, a chance to speak to oneself and listening...to your soul. Hiking is free and at a time such as these, a real cleanse to just let it go as you walk onward and upward. I let my mind wander and my steps just take me away for a couple of hours, much needed space - the break from social media, regular work, distractions - just me, my thoughts and my body moving forward. Nothing like a clarifying process of one's soul to get you back into the chaos to deal with what you must in order to live happily. Now isn't the time to disengage, it's easy to do so but it's better to stay in and fight...exhausting yes, I have to save my battles but I stay in although it's draining, for those that don't have the voice to do so. It's exactly like talking to brick walls but it's a conversation and I will no longer stand aside as simple things are said without a balance, it's no longer okay to make a snide remark based in nothingness without a more fact checked response. I don't understand having the internet at the tips of those fingers and yet still having this skewed viewpoint as if you can't look it all up, including the source you're checking it from. Working out is my get away...a leaving it outside time and I suggest you find yours because your sanity, your strength is going to be needed during some of these dark times. So give yourself permission to check out but check back in to stand up for what is true...humanity is too important to be pushed aside.

KEEP PUSHING FORWARD my Arties....